Exactly 2 months ago I updated this blog. SELAMAT HARI RAYA semua. Mohon maaf zahir batin. Semoga puasa dan ibadah kita di bulan ramadhan diterima OlehNya. In shaa Allah. Didn’t managed to get my leave to be approved for 7th July. So that morning I was zombified. I was so sleepy at work, luckily it was a Lil busy so it was not that boring. 

Ok so last Saturday, I was working half day and after work R fetched me and mum & Lil sis and we head down to Expo to survey our beds. R did his homework on what kind of mattress he wants but we got into a small argument then he got annoyed halfway and so he was busy with his phone. πŸ˜’πŸ˜£ Luckily my mum was around, if not I’ll just walk out of that place. That aside, we managed to get a good deal I guess. So i was happy. It was alr 5+pm so we decided to go home,  hoping that we’ll reach on time for break fast. R took the wrong exit so we ended up at simpang and bought our food from there and went home. 

So, on Monday (4/7/16), I took half day leave, (it was so last minute, I think the leave in charge was mad at me πŸ˜‚). Went down to romm for registration and documents verification. Finally I’m done with that. Alhamdulillah everything went well for the interview. Da boleh nikah dah.! πŸ’“ 

For the cards, I decided to go with Thumblinda,  liaising with her was easy. Paid the deposit and now just waiting for R to give me his card choice before I send in the order.

We are down with 140 days. And I think I haven’t feel the pressure as yet. But I think dad is the one that is stress. Haha he mentioned that he needs to repaint the room,  change this and that etc. Do whatever you want dad as long as you’re happy with the outcome πŸ™‚ we have yet survey for the maskahwin & the items for the dulang hantaran. Oh ya I need to apply leave for my appointment with Mr Zubair from SGCC. I hope RaffieyNasir will reply our text so that we can fix our appointment date with him for our baju nikah. So many things to do, yet so little time. 

Till then.


Dee ❀ 



200 daysss away to #rdaefsi

Assalamualaikum my dear,

Finally updating this page. There’s so many post that I save on Drafts but I post none. Anywayyy, we are going for a short getaway at the end of the month, to a nearby island with the family. At the end of the day, family comes first.πŸ’•

Our appointment with Mr Zubair sgcc will be in July/Aug. In June/ July we gonna start surveying items for our trays. Pretty much excited for it.
Oh yes, R booked the hotel for our HMoon already, yay! Anyway, we won’t be going HMoon straight away after the sanding as my stepsister daughter is getting married a week after mine. So the AL that I projected is all over the place. Seriously. But, I am so thankful that my AL are approved and I won the balloting for those popular dates. Can you imagine fighting with 5-10 staffs for the same dates and I managed to win the Ballot.  Rezeki. Alhamdulillah.

I’ve yet secured any vendor for henna and cards. Mum was telling me that shouldn’t be spending a lot on the cards. R showed me this Malaysian cards vendor and I kinda liked his designs. Emailed him to enquire more about the packages that they have. I’m actually weighing the pros and cons if we were to engaged him. It’s within our budget but then we need travel there. See how it goes from here…and I hope we can settle it soon….
Henna. I’m not sure if I can still find one vendor that is still available on my date. Not really a priority on my list at the moment. But I would love to have one. πŸ˜†

So many things happened recently. Mum was admitted due to high fever, diarrhoea & dehydration, but thankfully she was discharged 3 days later with a primary diagnosis of gastric enteritis and not appendicitis as that was what doctor suspected at first. Grandma’s foot was swollen but now it’s getting better at least.. Both happened at the same time. When it happened it was during the long weekend (public holidays), so I was around and managed to care for both of them. It was quite tiring going to and fro everyday to the hospital to send home cooked food 🍲 for mum. But, it’s over now and I’m glad that she’s so much better now alhamdulillah. It was really an ujian from Allah, it tested me emotionally, physically and financially.
At the end of the day, Allah is the best planner… And…





As of 31 Jan ,Β  we are 300 days away from the BIG DAY..Β  R seems very excited..so am I.

Last week, we sign up for the RaffieyNasir solemnization package. Alhamdulillah. So, my aunt in shaa Allah will be coming in Nov.  She’s currently settling Dzaky birthcert then they gonna make passport. I hope the process will be smooth.

I’m so thankful for having him around. He never fails to give me motivation. However there are times when I feel like strangling him too! Especially when I’m having bad moodswings.

We always quarrel over nitty-gritty stuffs. Yesterday, he said something, “Kalau sedang bergaduh, seorang akan Jadi api, then seorang lagi akan Jadi air”
R, ” I’m sure you won’t become water, πŸ˜’” I can only smile…

And true enough, the very next day we fought over silly things when we were on our way home. He was driving and he was angry. I just kept quiet. Don’t want him to drive recklessly when he’s angry. Thinking about the incident, it’s so silly of us to fight over it. His reason was., he wants to “shut” people’s comments about our wedding, esp the makciks. In my opinion, With or without it, people will still talk about it. It’s hard to please everyone. Not everyone gonna agree to what we are doing for our wedding. Sometimes I just don’t understand why. They want to find out this and that so that they can make comparison etc.

I’m just disappointed. I hope this feelings will go away soon. No I’m not disappointed with him, I’m disappointed with myself cause I’m unable to control this emotions and ended up venting it to someone I hold close to my heart..

Till then, I hope things will resolve soon and I hope our prep will go smoothly. In shaa Allah.


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2015 berlalu dengan sekelip mata. Tahun baru, azam baru. Berazam untuk memperbaiki diri ini yang senantiasa alpa dengan sang Pencipta. Semoga 2016 akan membuka lebih banyak pintu rezeki & juga pintu-pintu kebahagiaan yang lain . In shaa Allah.


  • Visited my Dad in Indonesia after 15 yrs here. (it was nerve-wrecking)
  • Graduated from NYP.
  • Engagement.
  • Full time job.

There’s more actually & I’m so thankful for the people I met throughout the year. The #TheBTBSupportGroup , My KK cliques & the Malay Mak Ciks from KK. They have been very supportive thus far. Alhamdulillah.


It’s going to be Β a very interesting & busy year for us & for those getting married this year. Ladies, semoga semua persiapan berjalan dengan lancar. In shaa Allah. I’m sure we all can do this. SO far, wedding preparation has been put on hold. Anyway, we’ve booked the Kursus Perkahwinan . It’ll be at the end of Feb, its a 2 day course in Malay.

The other day I won ballot for Holiday subsidy for the first half of the year. I’m wondering where should I go. Tapi dah rezeki, so Alhamdulillah.

Will update this space again when I have the time. In shaa Allah. Have a great year ahead everyone.

Very little is needed to make a happy life; it is all within yourself, in your way of thinking.

Marcus Aurelius



Happy 26 birthday R. πŸ’ƒπŸ’•
May Allah blessed you with His love and showers you with Never-ending happiness, health and wealth. I hope and pray to Him that you are always happy whenever you are with me. I hope you never get bored of me even after we’ve been together for almost 5yrs. In shaa Allah.  I’ll see you soon to celebrate your belated birthday since you can’t even leave SG due to rally deployment etc. 😣

You know it’s been hard for me for the past weeks/months as I’m trying to adjust to your new job scope and schedule.. It’s harder to meet you these days eventho it’s on a WEEKEND. Like what you said before,  it’ll get easier in the future, in shaa Allah. I hope so too dear.

1. I’ve yet book a henna artist as of now.
2. Dad brought up the topic on the number of jemputan (Need to increase on the number of Pax etc) πŸ˜£πŸ˜“
3. R changed our initial honeymoon location after calculating his budget (I’m happy with the new location,  alhamdulillah) but if he wants to change again to the initial location again next year, I’m fine with it too. I’ll go anywhere that he’ll bring me to. 😊 because since he’ll be the one forking out the money for the honeymoon. I don’t want to burden him with so many things.

Sekarang da Besar, da boleh cakap!! Tak sabar nak jumpa dia lagi.

Till my next entry.

DeeLamin 🌻

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Ya Allah….
Jika benar dia jodohku, maka dekatkanlah hatiku dengan hatinya dengan kehendakMu,
Jika dia bukan milikku,  damaikanlah hatiku dengan ketentuanMu

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This week(last week actually) has been an enjoyable week for me. I turned 23 on Thursday (Aug  13). As usual R will stay up late and wished me when the clock strikes 12 am. When I woke in the morning, I cried reading those text messages from friends and families. Kak Ana & Kak Jah nonstop teasing me the whole day. Work was very busy on that day. I keep running in and out to homecare to collect orders. Went for lunch at 1pm, Cik Kam approached me and she asked me to follow her to homecare, well I thought I didn’t sign any of the memo but I was wrong… Cik Kam and kak Ifah bought for me a small cake and they start to sing for me..  I was on the verge of crying as I didn’t expect that at all. Shared the cake with my cliques.

Before I ended work, my supervisor approached me and did appraisal with me. Alhamdulillah I’m a confirmed staff and my benefits will come in slowly. Like what kak F said, ” rezeki Hari Jadi dik”. ☺ went for dinner at sakura with the family.. R surprised me with my fave Gerbera 🌻🌻🌻

Met up with some of the BTBs for dinner last Wednesday at Ayam Penyet @ Lucky plaza. Nice meeting them. Hope to meet the rest of them at Hana’s wedding next month. I’ve yet send my questionaires reply to orangefill. I can’t seem to find the time to sit and think. Haha excuses.

We are 469 days away… Time flies so fast. I hope these insecurities will go away as time goes by. In shaa Allah.  I’ve so many things to learn, to stay healthy (by gaining some weight), to learn how to manage my time well.

I wish that everything will go as planned…


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